a sense of optimism

"Epic failure is not an option."

-Dr. Ivan Tanodra

My professor in Pharmacology placed that quotation in our final exam paper. It might sound stupid to some but that line really left an impression on me. I am not sure if I'll be able to pass all of my subjects this semester, and as what my professor said, epic failure is not an option coz if I fail even just one subject out of eight, I won't make it to the internship program and be delay for at least one semester.

And as I mentioned in my previous blog, my parents have too much expectations from me, and I'm afraid to fail them, especially now.

Right now, I am worried about 3 subjects-BB, CM and SI; never mind the meaning of those acronyms, just know that they are VERY difficult.

I did what I can now all I can do is hope. Hope that my professors will see that I do deserve to belong to the internship program and that I won't let them down if given the chance.

So what I need now, more that ever, is a sense of optimism. I've tried talking to some of my professors but they won't answer me regarding my inquiries about my status in their class. Although this depresses me a lot, I believe in the law of attraction and now am trying to attract some positivity. I know this is not as easy as it may seem since i am greatly surrounded by negative vibes as of now. So maybe if I'm able to straighten my thoughts and calm myself down, I'd be able to think clearly and who knows. maybe my professors are kind enough to let me through this sem.